8/7/2025

Im trying but no one hears my cry for help? Im not crying on the outside but inside it feels like im dying, I'm panicking about everything, second guessing my every discision. What if what I'm doing is a huge failure? What if I cant achieve what I've set out to do.. I'm trying my hardest, is my hardest enough? If you're reading this, please follow the socials so I can achieve what I'm trying to do, I'm putting myself out there, yes I haven't used my real name but that's out of fear, fear of being recognised, especially if this fails. 
Im a high functioning person with BPD, my emotions are mainly inwards, I struggle to express how I feel outwardly. 

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